When U Have Zero Motivation , Zero Energy?

Question by just lonely: when u have zero motivation , zero energy?
am 20 , guy
seriously i DONT have the motivation in me , i dont have any energy
am not looking forward to do anything in life , i dont want money , i dont want girls , i dont want drugs
i swear to god , all my life is just pain , why am i still alive ?
father abused me since i was born , i think it really changed my brain chemicals , i dont have the happiness chemical in my brain , i dont have the excitement in me
all i want to do is just keep avoiding people and avoidin being outside the house
am deseperate , i cant go to the mall
seeing all those people make me so uncomfortable , i dont like to make friends
i never talked to a girl can u believe that ? never kissed or touched a girl , never had a gf
i feel like all people are my enemies , i feel like they all just want to make fun of me
i suffered from getting bullied in school my whole life , it made me just wanna die and be invisible
i do want to get better , but how ? i cant , i tried
no body know how i feel , nobody know how i think
i keep living in my imagination , i day dream alot ,i always want to be alone to just live in my dreams
i always notice the difference between my thoughts and reality
life is just a scary place for me
i keep having panic attacks whenever am around alot of people
how can i live anymore ?

Best answer:

Answer by lost and hopeless gurl
Get yourself a therapist

Answer by Pillzbury
Well honestly dude, I really want to help you on this but it’s difficult because I could sit here and just explain pages and pages of things but for anything to actually matter I’d have to actually interact with you in real life. And that seems like it would be stretching it, you living in north orange county Florida? I understand a lot about the human psyche and what you’d need is to spend some time with me to work on changing you. But it’s hard to say because being abused your whole life would change the way your brain functions and altering things of that state is a lot more difficult. Something you do need to realize though is that that is the source of your problems. You may not feel like it but you must understand that what you have to do is conduct the necessary research and find out what it takes to change yourself. Only you can do it, nobody else.

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